the holidays will be the death of me

I think my biggest problem with the weight thing is that I am so overwhelmed. It makes me hungry to think about it. I am thinking of perhaps going to a dietitian. Although I am not clear on what they do... My healthplan covers it though!

I know one thing for sure... I need a plan! In the mean time I have cut out pop, it is hard though because when we go to the bar, I am not sure what to order... I don't drink alcohol..

the beginning

Allow me to set the scene... It is -40 degrees C, 10:46pm and I just finished 8 double fudgee-o's and I feel guilty and fat. I am 33 years old and 180lbs. I am have been debating about whether or not I wanted to start this blog. But after gorging on the cookies I decided that I needed a place to vent my frustrations and figure out my relationship with food. I am not a foodie, I don't LOVE the food. I am an eatie, I just love to eat.

I am trying to exercise, I have started to jog... but I lack ambition.

This will be a blog about my quest to lose 40lbs. (of fat). Why I started it just before Christmas, I will never know!

If anyone is reading and has tips or recipes to share, please do!